Avatar

you know, i was thinking about this today, and yeah. barton is a pretty WACK individual and someone whom you might wanna be leery around on one hand. but also, what if i told y'all that he's basically the living embodiment of that one tyler perry meme that goes 'my bed, my bed' whenever he comes home from a longgg day at the clinic.

and i say this because i can guarantee y'all that he misses his bed so much on these days that the first thing he does is collapse on it LOL and i... i never thought i'd say this, but that may just be one tiny facet of his character that i can actually relate to

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#ahh... i feel like whenever i make one of these types of posts even if they may be short and kind of silly that it revitalizes me a bit FR-#haha. because don't get me wrong it is important to talk about how + why barton is a bad person BUT it's also sort of easy to forget-#sometimes that even he can't be evil 100% of the time and barton does stuff like miss his bed which i think is just. Fundamentally human-#at this point bc FINALLY being able to relax is so nice you know? and barton gets tireddd taking care of all of these hardened criminals-#LMAO and also normal people but. mostly hardened criminals during the day so yeahhh
Avatar

no one can truly be believing that The Account is real and that a buddie shipper is running it and that it has been encouraged by the hate from the buddie side of fandom about tommy and bucktommy. like if you engage critically with the internet and internet content you HAVE to know it makes no sense for it to be a buddie really meaning it. this is such a deplorable and horrific case of trolling and it was created EXACTLY so people could say "this is what X and Y and Z and other buddies have created and encouraged" when there is a 99% chance that it is someone trying to show how bad and hateful and mean buddies are. like people HAVE to see that.

#like the timing the way it spews rhetoric i have seen NO ONE say except bucktommy shippers saying buddie shippers say it. the way it would#serve no positive purpose for us but it's so convenient so others can hate and point a finger.#tell me people know about sock puppet accounts and trolls and playing the victim on the internet since the 90s. please#.text
Avatar

i think the moment i fundamentally lost all respect for s2 was when they treated that pathetic "sorry about your leg" as though it was a good enough apology for everything

#been thinking a lot about my position with the show recently#and how. everything they had going on should have let ed apologise properly#for their relationship to move on from this. in some capacity#and the narrative didnt let them#and i suppose. i refuse to believe thats a reasonable choice for the story#it should have been better. it deserved to be better. ed and izzy deserved to have more#nyxtalks#ofmd critical#< for blacklists#idk its a hard place to stand. because thats what the story Did. but it shouldnt have. i believe in my whole heart there was a better story#somewhere in there. no matter what you think about where their story should have gone. they deserved better#and ive been thinking about it. it ripples back#i found e5 pretty ok at the time. but for me. all of this ruins it#what was the point of eds story if he is just forgiven without effort?#he deserves the chance to earn true forgiveness. not just 'yeah this shit happens and we have to move on'#or whatever it was the crew said#the point of that is they deserve more#and ed should have been allowed to give them more
Avatar

i genuinely can’t tell what it is about that australian breakdancer that everyone’s making fun of i really feel like all dancing looks goofy as fuck and hers does not look any more silly than any other dancer i’ve seen??? i just watched the person who got the gold medal and it looks just as goofy i don’t get it at all

#to clarify i do not think breakdancing looks sillier than other kinds of dancing i think all dancing looks silly#isn’t that the point of it??? cuz it’s fun and silly???#i guess like ballet isn’t silly#the one thing the australian girl did that seemed silly to me was the little kangaroo hop
Avatar

for every annoying person that cant read on my oldass camera obscura post, i get about 50 people who have never heard of the concept before and are completely enthralled by it. i love that i can add some magic to people's lives i really do! otherwise i would have turned reblogs off on that thing literally years ago

#my 'people explaining this to me are missing the point' addon actually helped a lot#glad that managed to circulate#alas there are. still. people explaining it to me#like man idk how you wrote that entire essay on how this thing works seeing as you apparently cannot read#sad!
Avatar

after having a rather negative experience RPing on my hrothgirl with an FC and getting nothing but gawking stares and people trying to be "funny" (IE saying their character doesnt know how to pronounce a word and not even trying to actually get it right. this happened on multiple occassions), i had to kinda bench her for a little and then realized like a week ago "damn this is probably what POC feel like on a daily huh"

#new on 'white person gets an idea of what racism is like'#shut up bones#tbh its hard for me to really know what something is like without experiencing it for myself#anyway im def not interacting with that FC ever again really obviously#if i cant even rp on my main then theres no point
You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.